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Dear Diary.

Dear Diary,
I met a man who has eyes like butterscotch and firm hands. I love him.

Dear Diary,
He didn’t call me, I hate him.

Dear Diary,
Okay he just called, we’re meant to be!

Dear Diary,
I hate him! It’s over! I never want to see his face, I hope he dies!

Dear Diary,
I love him, why did he leave?! Don’t leave me! Come back! You’re the love of my life.

Dear Diary,
I’m amazing and I just bought 3 handbags! Yay me! Poor people are stupid.

Dear Diary,
I want to die. I hate life and people. I have no friends.

Dear Diary,
I have so many friends! Everyone wants to be my friend!

Dear Diary,
I haven’t slept in 3 days. That’s okay! Because I am finishing up this new project, I’m going to be a baker!

Dear Diary,
My new plan: fashion designer!

Dear Diary,
I’m going to go back to school.

Dear Diary,
…. I need help.

Dear Diary,
I can’t get help… People will think I’m crazy.

No matter how “in control” I am I still go through some of these on a day to day basis. Some days are better than others. Living with Borderline Personality Disorder is hard. It’s even harder when people don’t educate themselves. I’m sorry I don’t have an “on” and “off” button. I’m sorry that you don’t understand. I’m not sorry however for being me. This is a part of who I am.

Knowledge VS. Stigma

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